想说，昨天是我们在一起的三周年纪念日啦~

发这个婚礼照片的原因是：

这是Gary在报社的工作，第一次不是以婚礼摄影师的身份出现在婚礼上，但还是要拍婚礼（第二次身份应该是新郎？）。

新娘虽然是新加坡著名的博客er却是以说话尖酸刻薄脏字连篇而出名，新郎虽然是个洋鬼子却是一个穷光蛋，

因仰慕新娘那张染着金黄头发PS成天使状的照片而只身飞赴狮城找她（只身的意思还包括不带一分钱）。真是奇妙的组合啊。

新娘的指甲成功的勾起了我的密集事物恐惧症。

风景

已经好久没有来msn空间了，就算在校内上，也已经很久没有写东西了。

最近惊觉我浑浑噩噩的过了太久。温吞的性格，让我不想改变什么，但我知道，必须要认认真真生活，生活才会回报你最好的

今天发生了一些事情，让我不得不重新审视很多我已经熟视无睹的人和事。

也是今天才清楚地意识到，原来，我的Gary已经长成了一个男人，一个有责任心的男人

最近新结识了一对朋友，常常混在一起，很开心

回家就看到亲爱的发的邮件，很感动

anyway，今天是情人节，大家情人节快乐，送上我做的升级版巧克力，哈哈

我承认这些巧克力球长的实在是丑了点，虽然我是按照费列罗巧克力(FERRERO ROCHER)来做的。

口味嘛，还可以，失败了一次才做成这样，希望下次能做得更好。

在朋友定的情人节酒店套房里面，我的脸变圆了， =(

晚餐~大家情人节快乐~

今天刚好去CITY HALL，在CITY LINK的时候就看到很多老外都挂着F1的票，才想起来，F1来啦

给大家推荐一个不用钱也可以感受F1的地方，就是SUNTECH的正门口。不知道为什么到处都围起来了，就是那里空了一块。站在路边，离赛道才一米多远。

下午是新加坡车手的表演赛，还可以拍的到。晚上真正F1赛手热身赛的时候，拍视频也就是一秒钟的样子，一闪而过，而且我在那边站了5分钟，感觉意拳二比一圈儿快。

新加坡为了F1把最繁华的道路封了三天，举办了世界上第一场夜间F1赛车。但我感觉依旧离其他城市F1赛道的标准还差很远。Gary说听就知道，我们站的那一段路，从第一个gear换第二个再刚刚换到第三个，就不能再加了。回来看新闻，最长的那段直路也是只换到了第七个gear。唉，记得在北京读大学的时候，上海举办F1，我们一大学美女还去当了F1女郎，去了一个月呢。训练，服装，可正式了。上海为了F1也是新建了场地。相比之下，新加坡的宣传和路况都不咋的

不过现场真得很有感觉。第一名Hanm的车基本上肉眼都看不到。然后声音很大，很F1，讲话要用喊的。嗯，等以后有了钱，也要去三场1000块的内场看。

还有比较雷的就是，新闻上竟然说，赛场周围都围起了围栏和广告，为的就是防止有人看免费的~~~  ·_·|||

还有可爱的学妹的签名：besides F1, I have F2, F3, F4, F5… *look at my keyboard* ．．

今天家里吃团圆饭，我6点多打电话回家，小姑接的，小姑说家里人都齐了，就剩我没回来，还说要我好好注意身体，后来又跟奶奶和大姑说了话，大姑竟然还记得我的生日快到了。当时我在喧闹的乌节路走着，听着电话里传来的家人一起热闹的声音，突然感觉周围浮华的一切都好不真实。我实实在在的掉了几滴泪，为了我心中那难以平复的对家的思念。

今天把我的多普达818卖掉了。本来以为它是可有可无的，可临放手的那一刻，才发现对它有多不舍。还记得三年前我用第一个PDA mini的时候，还非常的拉风呢，如果在地铁里或巴士上，把手机拿出来，就一定会有人偷瞄。而现在这个大妈都会用PDA,邻座建筑工用iphone的时代，PDA已经落伍拉。
mini是我和gary的红娘，一向不喜欢主动跟别人说话的我在他第一次坐进我们实验室的时候跟他打了话，而第一句话就是“咦，你也用这个电话阿”。后来，就熟络了，再再后来，我们就在一起了。而多普达是我去年生日的时候gary买给我的，我还着实惊喜了一阵子。确切地讲，两个手机是我孤独时忠实的伙伴，坐地铁时，等人时，那么多漫长而又枯燥的日子里，都是它们，再陪着我。

这几天唯一值得开心的，就是gary有可能可以调取他梦寐以求的杂志社工作。希望一切顺利。

还有，早前和姐姐细细的聊了一次，也联系到女儿了，今天刚刚跟孙女发了短信聊天，大家都过得很好，只是，我好想大家。亲爱的还有一个星期，就要去英国留学了。我真不知道，什么时候，我们大家，才能有凑在一起。

最后，祝大家中秋快乐。

虽然我只是一个part time的tuition teacher
但我在教师节这一天还是受到了老师的礼遇。

月饼被我们吃了

夜，向日葵

像个懵懂的小孩

Gary今天坚持要见我，在家等了我好几个小时，我匆匆赶回来，却在桌子上发现了它 =)

thank you dear =) for the surprise you gave me, for the love you gave me.

今年八月老天爷似乎不是很高兴，总是阴沉着脸，新加坡国庆的烟花根本没法看，全是烟，特别是国庆前一天便是北京奥运开幕式，那么多绚烂的烟花，没有可比性。

还好我们还有烟花大会，singapore fireworks festival。今年是法国和韩国，Gary他知道我被到处乱申发明的韩国弄得很恼火，订票前Gary还小心翼翼地问了我的意见，是韩国的那场，可以么？我爽快地答应了，因为实在想再去看一看那场烟火的盛会，好像去年一样。

昨天在桥上看了法国的烟花，今天在场内看了韩国的烟花，都是冒着小雨。平心而论韩国更胜一筹，法国的虽然激情，还配了激昂的法国名曲，但略显单薄，韩国的比较有气势，又不乏精致的新款烟花，虽然结尾的保留曲目是我猜中的那首唯一出名的韩国民乐阿里郎。

还是怀念去年的。误打误撞拿到了门票，竟然是中国的。开头的遥控风筝表演就很让人惊艳，之后配合着我熟悉的中国乐曲，几个舞台上的烟花不断的变幻着造型，实在让人心潮澎湃，激动不已。更重要的是，有我们家gary在身边。

时隔一年，我们又坐到了同样的地方看烟花，烟花是次要的，身边的人是主要的。烟花的绚烂一闪而逝，我却在心里默默祝福我跟Gary年年岁岁，长长久久。

I would like to write down this night in English. We decide to clubbing at their second last night, my last night in KL. After shopping in the whole afternoon, we came back hotel at 8 and rest. Had shower and changed for clubbing. It was my first time to clubbing, luckily I brought a dress with me, and wore my red high heel, put simple make up and wore Allie’s simple tiffany necklace cos I forgot to bring all my jewellery. 10.30 we all ready to go out. Liam drove us to the place. Basically it’s a street full of clubs. When we had been jammed half way, the guards of the clubs waved hands to us and invited us to come in and have a drink. The club we were going to is happening club, girls and guys were queuing in two lines and we checked by the guard, got the chop on our arms then we went in. I feel a bit nervous cos the people there looks frightened, but Rach just complained why KL people never dressed for the clubbing, looks like we have over-dressed for it, and Allie was getting excited already. We came in, carol found the two guys came in the other entrance, and we found a table just below the control stage and in front of the entrance. They ordered a jug of below 45 degree, with a jug of red red thing I don’t know what, and jug of sprite, are RM 330 already. The waiter put ice in every cup, purred 1/3 cup of below 45, and filled the cup with the red red thing. I tried a bit, it’s still not so hot. We just stood by the table, wave our body a bit, warmed up. We went around for a look, its just a two level building with the second floor is half open so that people in the second floor can see the dance stage on the first floor. All the tables were reserved except our table, and there were still a lot of people standing everywhere. The music was more and more inspiring; people were more and more excited. Three guys jumped to the stage and started to dance around 11 o’clock, but very soon they got off. Some girls got up and danced. That is a girls’ dancing stage, only girls can dance on the stage, I saw two guys are forced to leave the stage by the guards, but they say will got a lot of color wolves around the stage, dance, and look at the girls. The crowd was boiling, and there are more and more girls came to the stage. Allie and Rach and carol and me came into the center, and started to dance. O well, I really don’t know how to dance, just waved my body a bit with the music, but was invited by Allie and Rach to the stage, felt really weird cos all of the people is looking at us. A lot of girls were on the stage, some left and some came up. It’s really crowded cos there are some really fat girls, I feel funny when i was dancing on the stage. But gradually I can catch some actions, because when I have eye and body contact with my companies, I feel like to dance, and since I don’t know much about dancing, just copy what they did, that’s easy for me haha. After a while we feel tired, so went to toilet and came back to our table to get some drinks. They ordered three jugs of long island at that time, and the way to drink it is, two of us took the straw, drink together till the jug empty or one of them gives up, that’s really crazy. Allie and Roan drunk one till empty instantly, and we all WAHed, at least I WAHed. I was just drinking my cup slowly. We talked and danced around our table, and we back to the stage and danced. This time I really enjoyed. We four face to face danced together, we laughed and song. After that we went near to the DJ. Allie tried to talk to him but he cannot hear, so he gave his hp to Allie, let her type, that’s crazy. And the DJ even rapped what Allie typed for him that made us totally crazy. And later, Allie and Rach went to upstairs, danced at two side of the DJ control stage, carol and I just danced in front of the DJ. We followed the DJ, jumped and shouted, with my 5 cm heel, really crazy, I was wet totally, and carol suggest we come back to table, so we just came back.

On the way back, I was scalded by a handsome guy’s cigarette. I really hurt but luckily never make holes in my dress.

We back to the table, relaxed. Carol danced with Roan softly, I just stand there and drunk. We saw Allie and Rach dancing on the 2^nd floor, they were very hot, and later she went down and talked to the DJ. Roan said to me: your friend is osome(how to spell osome??). Told me to take out Allie’s camera cos it’s totally crazy. No one can talk to the DJ in the clubs, and the DJ is really famous, invited by the club from NY. I said the camera dead cos no batteries, he took out his hp quickly and tried to took picture. The captain of the club shot Allie many times by his torch cos she was talking to the DJ, and finally all the girls on the 2^nd floor came down. Allie was so excited cos the DJ invited her to party with him, but she didn’t know that he is that famous until Roan told her. We drunk and danced for a while, I tried to dance but my feet is going to break I felt. And the club finished at 3am.

Allie is a crazy girl. Not only she danced on the stage, in front of many guys, took their caps and made them crazy, but she also talked to the DJ! And the DJ was willing to talk to her and invited her! She said hello to everyone, even she didn’t know all the people in this club except us 5. She took pictures with the black big guards and at last the guard took his own hp and asked her to take picture with him. She was asked for her hp no so many times by the guys even the dj but she didn’t know her no. when we were about to leave, she is stopped by a group of guys, she was asked for her hp no again, she said she don’t know. She said she is a tourist and going to HK soon. Got a guy say I’m from HK, give me your HK number then. She just didn’t want to give and slipped away. Liam and Allie got a beat, is about weather Allie would be picked up by any guy in the club or not. They argued about it, finally Roan said not she picked up by any guy, is she picked up the famous DJ, even the whole club haha. We went crazy on the way to hotel. She turns up the music volume, pulled down the window and waved to every car. Some cars are full of guys just came back from clubbing, they seems calm down already but heated by Allie, waved back. Some are taxi drivers; they just stared at us like we were just come out from the mental hospital. Some are normal people; they smiled, and took us as jokes. My last night in KL was FUN!

The club is quiet dangerous anyway. Allie said she will take care of me cos she is a clubbing animal, and she did take care of me, others too. When we made a move, we all hands by hands. And carol took care of me when Allie and Rach went up, but she is only 19 years old. When I was drinking alone by our table, got many guys called me and tried to talk to me, carol and Roan hold my hand quickly and they just went away. Finally they pulled me to their side of the table, danced by my side so that no one can get near to me. I’m very appreciating that my first time clubbing is so excited and safe, thanks guys you really gave me a good memory of this. =)